After 4 days of vacation it’s back to reality. And back to being sad and mad and missing running. I’m feeling really really really stressed out and it is SO frustrating not to have an outlet for my stress. I am trying to be positive and look at this as a good opportunity to do other things, make changes in my lifestyle, focus on healing, blah, blah, blah. But it’s not working. All I want to do is run. I am so angry.